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Dori Hatch: If I Can Quit Drugs, I Can Do Anything

For most of her life, Dori Hatch didn't believe she was strong.

She spent years doubting herself, second-guessing her decisions, and looking to others for direction. Long before addiction entered the picture, she had learned to put other people's needs, opinions, and expectations ahead of her own.

Then life handed her a grief she wasn't prepared to carry.

When Dori was 27 years old, her father died from pancreatic cancer. The loss shattered something inside her.

She had experimented with alcohol and drugs as a teenager and young adult, but nothing had truly taken hold. Then, while she was grieving one of the most painful losses of her life, crystal meth entered the picture.

Looking back now, she can point to that moment as the beginning of a journey that would consume the next twenty-one years of her life.

"That was the beginning of a 21-year addiction," she says. What followed was a rapid descent. Within months, her drug use escalated dramatically. The life she had known began slipping away piece by piece. One of the hardest losses was her children. Dori loved them deeply, but addiction had taken her to a place where she knew she could no longer be the mother they deserved.

"I was so messed up and in such a bad place that I knew I couldn't raise them."

No mother makes that decision without heartbreak. For the next two decades, addiction became her constant companion. Most of those years were spent surviving rather than living.

She moved between the streets, temporary housing, and brief periods of stability that never seemed to last. Recovery wasn't something she spent much time thinking about. Deep down, she knew she wasn't ready. Not yet.

For years, she continued moving through life one day at a time, carrying pain, loss, and addiction wherever she went. Then something changed. When the courts ordered her to attend treatment, she could have viewed it as another obstacle. Instead, she saw something she hadn't seen in years. A chance.

"I told myself, this is my chance. This is really my chance."

On August 11, 2024, Dori arrived at Journey Treatment Center. Staff asked if she could begin treatment the next day. Her answer came with complete honesty. "I'm not clean." Then they asked her a different question. Could she stay sober from that moment forward? Dori didn't hesitate. "Consider it done."

It was a simple response, but it reflected a decision that would change her life.

For years she had believed in God, but during treatment she began leaning on her faith in a way she never had before. She found herself opening up, speaking honestly about her experiences, and allowing others to challenge the beliefs and behaviors that had kept her stuck.

What surprised her most was how much healing happened when she stopped carrying everything alone. The process groups became a refuge. For perhaps the first time in her life, she felt truly heard. People challenged her. People questioned her thinking. People called her out when she wasn't being honest with herself. And somehow, instead of feeling judged, she felt supported.

"They called me on my stuff," she says. "And I realized there were so many different solutions to things that I could never see before."

The more she shared, the stronger she became. The more she listened, the more possibilities appeared. Slowly, the woman who had spent years doubting herself began finding her voice.

As treatment neared its end, another question began taking shape in her mind. What comes next?

The thought of leaving treatment was bittersweet. She had found community. She had found safety. She had found hope. Most importantly, she had found purpose. Somewhere along the way, Dori realized she wanted to stay connected to recovery—not only for herself, but for others.

She wanted to help. She wanted to give back. She wanted to become the kind of person who could stand beside someone at the beginning of their recovery journey and say, "I understand."

Near the end of treatment, she gathered her courage and spoke openly with Journey's leadership. The old Dori might have stayed quiet. The old Dori might have convinced herself she wasn't qualified. The old Dori might have been too afraid to ask. But recovery was changing her.

"I've thought about this long and hard," she told them. "I want to work in recovery. When I graduate, I would like a job here."

For perhaps one of the first times in her life, she chose to believe in herself before anyone else had the chance to. The response was immediate and encouraging.

And soon after completing treatment, earning her driver's license, and continuing her recovery journey, Dori began working as support staff in Journey's inpatient program.

Today, she spends her days helping people who are walking through doors she once walked through herself.

She understands the fear. The uncertainty. The vulnerability. And because she understands, she approaches people with compassion and honesty.

"It's rewarding and it keeps me humble," she says.

Every day she has an opportunity to remind someone that change is possible. Every day she gets to be living proof.

This spring, Dori decided she wasn't finished growing. While working full-time, she enrolled in training to become a Certified Peer Support Specialist. The workload was intense. The schedule was demanding. There were moments when she felt overwhelmed. But she kept going.

Because recovery had taught her something powerful. Something bigger than sobriety. Something bigger than treatment. It had taught her who she really was.

"I knew that if I could quit drugs, I could do anything."

Today, Dori's story is about far more than addiction. It is a story about courage. About reclaiming a voice that had been silent for years. About learning to trust herself. About discovering purpose after believing there was none. Most of all, it is a story about possibility.

Because when someone spends twenty-one years believing they are trapped and then discovers they are capable of change, an incredible thing happens.

They stop seeing limitations. And they start seeing a future.

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